lost forever

The other day I noticed that my laptop was running a little slow and then I couldn't open some files (some IMPORTANT files)..so I took it into the Mac store *again. Gosh. And the dude told me that my hard drive needed to be replaced. Ugh. That means yes, I get a new hard drive but my files will be gone.

I got it back today and I'm left with NOTHING. Gosh!! And they installed the wrong software. Perfect. I'm so annoyed. I backed up the IMPORTANT documents, but I don't have everything...not even microsoft office. I'm left with nothing. What the heck!

The other month..It didn't even let me log in. Then another time, I had to get my CD drive replaced. Ugh. I asked the "genius" if it was my fault. He said "no." Then why is this happening??

i wait for the summer

Ever since I got better, I've been busier than ever. Maybe I miss the time off while I was recuperating. No work, no homework, no nothing but sleeping & eating. Those were the days. hahaha Just kidding. It wasn't that great actually because I was so sick :o)

I just miss having free time! I can't wait until summer. I have no idea what's ahead of me though, but nevertheless it will be great.

bye-bye vertigo

Yes! I am better now. I'm not sure if I'll ever be the same, but I know I'm capable of working, going to school, working, & church. Again. During my 3-week vertigo days off of work, I didn't even need coffee. It wasn't like I was gonna drive to Starbucks to get my morning coffee anytime soon. Since I started working again, my usual double-shot expresso went down to a single-shot. Thought I might as well try to cut down if this was my only opportunity. Yay. As for everything else, it's going. Lots of stuff to do, but I must go slowly & calmly before I hurt myself again :o)

vertigo

This is my 3rd week...suffering from vertigo. By definition, it is a sensation of whirling and loss of balance. Simply put, dizziness. I have been diagnosed with vertigo for 3 weeks. Not working for 3 weeks, sleeping for 3 weeks...excluding the 1 week of spring break in New York when my medication worked. Ah, the 1 week of bliss and happiness in a far away place.. Then, to come back home and have the medication patch wear off after 2 days..never to have it working again. To be home, unable to work..ugh. Vertigo.
Pray that this will be my last week! Please make me better Lord. Let me be me again.

bad day #2

I can't remember the last time I was this upset that I literally got out of bed to let out some steam before attempting to go back to bed. I had a terrible day today and I can't sleep until I let it out.. so I can laugh about it.

People are so mean and so rude. I can't stand it sometimes! And I fear that I might become what you call a bitter, grump. I felt like I was wearing a "kick me" sign on my back or something. I was a primary target for the most random people, strangers!!! What the heck. Ugh. Good news? This day will never happen again. Bad news, who knows if it will happen again.


Annoying lady complaining and complaining about a generic medication at work. Annoying, but no surprise. One of those "extra" busy days at the pharmacy and the front store manager getting on my case about forgetting to put my purse in the locker room, again. Super scary. Lap top not working all of a sudden! What the heck. Driving and accidentally cutting-off a real JERK and the guy being a total *JERK* about it. That made me so mad. You don't understand.........that one made my blood pressue go up..........oh my gosh..........Then, going to the Mac Store to get lap top fixed. Super-Duper annoying. Showing up late to class because Mac Stores take FOREVER. Made me sad. Finally, pouring rain after getting out of lab. GREAT.


Bad day, bad day... I hate today.

God, please let me have a happy day tomorrow. Pretty please.

Good night.